There are so many things that I wanna do, but I've only such little abilities and efforts to contribute. There are so many times when I want to grow up quickly, to be able to know my future earlier, but simultaneously I wished that time should stop passing so rapidly. There are so many times when I wished I'd be totally pulled out from the surroundings, not hearing anything, not knowing anything, but simultaneously I wished that I could blend into my surroundings.

What a fucking contradicting human I am.

There are times when you hate, but you can't say. There are times when you love, but you won't say.