28/9
I finally had my piano exam today.
Although I knew I would do badly, I didn't know that it would be THIS bad.
Even though I don't know the results, I know it's gonna be a fail or if I pass, I'd laugh and thank God.

So I've just wasted $270 for the piano fees, $15 for booking the recital room for practicing, and $230 x 12 (say if I was trained for Gr7 for a year).

I feel so blank.
If I'm going to retake my Gr7 again, it's just another chance to wash my money away ......

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
I NEED TO EXCEL IN SOMETHING.
I don't blame anyone because afterall I've only myself to blame, my life's in my hands.

F.