holidays ...
GOT TO START STUDYING AHHHHHHH !

recently i was watching through mary-kate's and ashley's videos on youtube ...
and, i loved them .
they fact that they stared to get involved in sitcoms at the age of 9 MONTHS OLD was indeed a wow .
and they're like turning 21 y/o today (coincidence huh), and they were said to be America's youngest billionaires .
and at the age of 16, they actually had their own fashion brand .
it was like, WHAT AM I DOING HERE ????????!

i loved their dressing sense and mary-kate actually had eating disorder before .
that was like so sick,
cos you could actually see the shape of her ribcage whenever she wears a low v-necked dress or a bareback dress .
she's just like a skinned-skeleton .
and they're whom i call pretty, georgeous, beautiful, i'm not a les obvious, cos i loved takuya kimura (mu chun tuo zai), and i hoped to rape him :) HAHAHA .


i think that life is a funny thing .
why can't everyone be androgynous?
then we'd all be more simple and life would be better for everyone .

so i just read siewhwa's blog about frienddssss stuffs ...
for these 16 years of living on earth,
i'd nvr believed in 'friends forever, best friends for life, whatever cliche stuffs' ...
oh well, maybe i wrote them before in letters during primary school but i've nvr experienced those, now that the fact that i've not been talking to them ever since after primary school .
and i know i've very little friends, or maybe bestfriends .
i'm never good at friends stuffs ...
i'm outgoing, loud, cheerful doesn't mean i've lots of friends, doesn't mean i'm good to bully, doesn't mean you can climb over my head and take good advantages of me .
i know i'm bad at renyuan (no idea on the english term of it).

i've my clique in my sec school, 7 girls in it .
now i'm most of the time talking to only 1 or 2 of them .
i really don't know why but i'm seriously not good at maintaining any type of relationships .

so pple just come and go around me, and i'm afraid that i'm getting used to this type of lifestyle ...
haha ...
maybe that's why i would loved to travel around the world,
get to know new friends,
and bye !

oh well,
who can be sure about what's gonna happen in the future ?
just do and excel in whatever you're supposed to do,
dream and carry on with life .