i seriously don't want to procrastinate anymore .

our grp was assigned to do one single simple stats ques last week, to present today .

knowing that today it would be either me or siewhwa to present,

i didn't do it, none of the pple in our group done, germ didn't know how to do ...

i was called up to present .

i've got nth to present .

ken kwan was like scolding us in a very soft yet threatening tune ...

" do you think i should make everyone of you to hand in your hmwrk every wk ? "

i don't blame him for reprimanding us .

i blamed myself .

i felt really really bad .
i didn't understand anything, and i didn't even wanted to make an effort to try to understand anything !!!


i don't wish to procrastinate .

ytd i met lingli for dinner and reached home at around nine .

wanted to take a rest while watching tv,

instead i fell aslp .

till ten i woke up ...

didn't even bother to catch my fav channel u series and i went to my room to slp .

I HAVEN'T EVEN BATHE YET, MIND YOU .

i told myself i'm gonna slp till 12 then i wake up to bathe ...



i slpt straight to 6.30am in the morning ...

THAT'S HOW TIRED I AM .
i bathed then rushed to school ...
forgot to bring my phone somemore ...

i just couldn't bring myself to do anything ...

to revise, to read up, to go online to do e-learning, to practice my cello and piano ...

i don't like the status i'm in now ...

somethings are not are perfect as it seems on the appearance .

inside, it's all bruised .

listen : I'M NOT GOING TO PROCRASTINATE AGAIN .