It's been a long time since my heart ached so badly.

What's lying ahead of us is so vague, so ambiguous and so uncertain.

I don't want you to be hurt, or rather, I don't want to hurt you.

I don't want to hurt you by being selfish, by being self-centered.

I don't want you to tell me, "I don't know" when I asked about what would become of you when I found my new love.

I don't want to hurt you because you're always so considerate, always putting everybody before yourself, even though you're feeling devastated enough.

I don't want to hurt you because you're too kind.

My situation, I'm sitting on the fence now.
All I need to do, is to find courage to leap over.
I don't even know what I want.

Fuck, I'm so useless.

I want you to be happy always.

To know that there's somebody like me who love you very very very much for who you are, even though the whole world might have abandon you.

With or without me,

smile because you deserve to.


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Holy fuckers I totally believe in karma.

What goes around, comes around, because this world is round.

*Point an infinity amount of middle fingers*