I think Tayxueping is really a very nice friend, and I'm very ashamed of myself for always denying others' existence. I will change that bad habit fine.

I was taken aback at how much concern she had shown for me, and I started recalling the way she had always talk exaggeratingly during secondary school, which never made me fail to laugh wholeheartedly. At that point of time I seriously wanted to hug her and cry cause she's such a good friend and I'm not.

BUT, I'm still rather upset about her thinking that we'd have nothing to talk about, therefore not inviting to her b'dae celebration. I mean, yes I am also afraid but I'll still go! Ok this year I would invite her to mine even if she doesn't invite me to hers, and she better turn up.

All in all, Xueping is a really good friend.
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Ok Yellow-Winter-Son, I swear that I'm not taking slimming pills because my doc says that my BMI is on the average range, so it's not advised to eat. And anyone can't just take a pill, lose weight and stop. You'd have to take obesity medications for a long time, which is health-hazarding, so I'm still very rationale please. If I'm lying my butt would rot, happy?

Seriously I myself don't know when I can stop dieting. My lower body stored fats are ridiculously stubborn. No matter how much weight I lose they just remain fuckingly indifferent. Maybe I should try out acupuncture, which I think is very intimidating.

At times, I would just stare at my legs and start to cry as I get super depressed seeing that my lower body is beyond hope. Just like now.

Lastly, I must praise my body for being so adaptive. Clap clap.